she was my angel…my shining light…my everything
now shes on the verge of leaving…
i dont know…shes sleeping on it…hopefully she has a good dream about me (highly unlikely) and it can convince her to stay
not every relationship can be perfect 100%…everybody goes through their trying times
but 24 hours ago we were with each other, and happy…laughing, and having a good night just enjoying each others company…
some of the best times i have had with her have just been me and her, alone, just enjoying being next to each other
now its over..because of a little misunderstanding..that got escalated, MASSIVELY!
i will miss her cute little laugh…
i will miss her playing dead on me so i will have to tickle her to come back to life..
i will miss being able to hold her in my arms…
i will miss seeing her all dressed, knowing that there is nobody more beautiful on the earth than her…
i will miss seeing her in her pyjama’s…again knowing that there is nobody more beautiful on the earth than her…
i will miss looking over at her while im driving, unknowingly with her looking at me too…and getting to look into those beautiful brown eyes
i will miss walking to her door, knowing that in a few short seconds i will be able to hold her…

but most of all i will miss her…she completes me, and without her in my life, i will be missing a part of myself…

i hope its not over…i could not think of anything worse than that…

i know i can be a better person, why i dont show her my good side all the time is a mystery…i know i can be a nice person, but sometimes that goes hiding…

but i know this…that if i get another chance…it will be nothing but my good side…she deserves nothing less than that…it will be up to me to prove to her that i am worthy of having her in my life…it will be up to me to show her i can be the boy, the man, that she deserves…